MY CAT HAS A MENTAL DISABILITY...

Silly cat keeps chasing flies that got in the house... how... IDK... but its beginning to piss me off.. throughout the entire day and night i hear "thump , bang, whack" she runs after them and slides into the wall, she smashes into the glass table trying to hit them while they are on top and she is under... she has been stalking the one that is on the tv for a while... it was quite annoying when i was watching deadliest catch. I flicked it off several times, and I keep finding dead ones throughout the house... plus ive seen soco eat at least three... wtf... where did they come from... how do i get rid of them! anywho... yeah its been a weird day...

My Stomach is killing me... idk what it is... but i will know in a few days... if it still hurts like this i will go to the ER... if its gone... no worries... I dont know if its something i ate or if im having more retarded body issues. That wouldn't surprise me any... there is so much wrong with my body already whats one more thing... I have also found that im sleeping alot more (which is good i guess) not really late but going to bed earlier... but i also feel exhausted during the day.

I really need to get myself on a schedule.. but when i do, something fucks me up.. I want to lose weight again but unless i get on schedule... i cant get the results i want. meh o well... if i lose it i lose it if i dont o well.. idc anymore... its not like i got a REAL reason to lose it... Hubby wants me to, but i dont see him doing anything about his weight either... i cook right and serve smaller portions... he goes back for more or says hes "hungry" after the fact and goes to Mc Donalds for a 20 pc chickn nugget... why should i care if he doesnt.. does that make sense... maybe not... im just tired of the batter that I have been fighting all my life... ive been on this weight roller coaster since i was like 8... like i said... dont care...

but i guess im going to go to bed... hubby is bitchy and wants me to come sleep with him even though im not tired yet... i guess i will post tomorrow when im free

Posted by gointopless at 8:50 PM